January 12, 2012

so in less than 24 hrs I'll be in a hospital bed being induced... the hardest part about this whole thing is that I don't want either of my children to think less of me for doing this. Kaylee asked me tonight if it would be ok for her to hold him. I said of course I would be and she in return said you know he is still my brother even though he is going to live with that family. I comforted her and told her that she was right. I hate this feeling that I've let her down or that I'm doing something wrong in her eyes.